hey hey, sorry diary. kemaren aku gak sempet ngeblog karena internet matek. ckck.
hari ini aku mau cerita apa yaa? hmm. cerita dari hari kemaren sampai hari ini aja kali yaa? oke seep :D
senin pagi kemaren pokoknya ada sesuatu yg bisa terus kuingat. yaitu kata"nya guruku bu yuni. baru kali ini aku sependapat sama dia. ahaha. dia bilang, "semakin kamu dekat sama seseorang, semakin mudah pula kamu disakiti sama orang itu."
i see, i see! aku tau maksudmu bu. mungkin karena aku sudah mengalaminya. ahaha :p
yah misalnya kalo kamu punya cewek, tiba" cewek itu jalan sama temen cowoknya. padahal cowok itu cuma mau nganterin dia pulang. nah, apa nggak meleleh itu hatimu pas ngeliat mereka jalan berdua? ahaha. nasib tuh.
nah lain lagi kalo misalnya kamu gak deket sama si A. atau bahkan gak kenal deh sama si A. trus tiba" si A ngomel" ke kamu. paling" kamu tetep stay cool aja. malahan mungkin cuma cengar-cengir aja. wkwk.
yaah, sebenernya enak sih kalo deket sama orang. cuma siap" aja kalo suatu saat kamu disakiti sama dia. ahaha.
karena itu mulai sekarang aku gak mau sembarangan dekat sama orang. aku gak mau "ikatan dekat"-ku sama orang itu suatu saat nanti malah jadi bumerang buat aku. wkwk. FUCK MY BEST FRIEND! :D
oiya, kemaren malem ada kejadian yg mungkin gak bisa kulupakan. ahaha. gokil deh pokoknya. pas aku les senin malem, travo di bimbel ME Al-Furqon meledak! trus keluar asap! ahaha. aku pertamanya ngakak sampe guling". tapi lama" aku inget kalo motorku kuparkir di depan travo! WTF! aku langsung lari mindahin motor! saking konengnya sampe aku lupa pake sendal. jempol kakiku keinjek motornya fikri lagi. jadi bengkak deh sampe sekarang -__-"
oke, lanjut ke hari ini. hari selasa! :D
hari ini gatau kenapa kalo aku inget masa laluku yg enak" bareng dia, dasar perutku jadi panas. feelingku juga jadi gaenak. di kepalaku cuma ada pikiran, "fuck! kenapa aku bisa kenal sama dia!?"
anjrit. sialnya, selama sekolah, aku terus"an keinget dan mikirin itu. tai banget pokoknya. pelajaran apapun gak ada yg masuk ke otak. swt -__-"
ijinkan aku nulis uneg" yg ada di pikiranku waktu aku teringat 'dia' yaa :p
"nothing can't stop when i want you. nothing can't break when i with you. but now you waste my tears. now, no more torment. don't you say you've gone away. you tell a fuckin' tale, swallow me and spit me out. how do i get through this? i can't stand it anymore. right now, i just want to be alive. you know i was dying when you told me that i'm not yours anymore? i'm dying and bleeding of my past. now slit my throat and let me bleed. everything i've loved, become everything i lost. i look up to the sky, maybe there's nothing here to see. but if i do believe in her, why would she doesn't believe in me!? so rip my pictures from your wall, tear them all and burn them all. light the fire and walk away. there's nothing left to say. so take the ashes from the floor. bury them to just make sure. there's nothing more is left of me. JUST BITTERSWEET MEMORIES."
huah. malam ini lumayan mengenaskan. tadi maghrib gantar dateng ke rumah. dia ngingetin kalo ada tugas biologi hapalan rangka aksial. pas mau belajar itu, tiba" aku inget aku gak punya buku paketnya. yauda, aku minjem ke temen. pas pulang ke rumah. aku inget lagi kalo ada hapalan matematika.
astaga -__-"
astaga -__-"
oiya, akhir" ini aku udah jarang kontakan sama cewek. jujur aja, sekarang gak ada cewek yg bisa buat aku nyengir. malah aku sekarang lebih akrab sama temen"ku yg cowok. enak deh kalo ngobrol sama mereka. pasti ngakak. entah itu di lapangan basket, kolam renang, bahkan mushola. ahaha. semoga aja aku gak keterusan dan jadi gay. wkwk :p
g'nite my naughty diary
byee :)
malam ini aku mau jadi anak mellow" ah :p
main gitar di kamar sambil nyanyi lagu" acousticnya boys like girls seru lho :D
yaah, kira" aku maen kayak begini nih. tapi suaraku cempreng-ngebass gak jelas. :p
aku juga maennya masih pelan" dan gak bersih lho.
*aku udh nyoba masukin videonya di "edit HTML". tapi ntar spasinya ilang semua! T_T
aku cuma bisa kasih link youtubenya aja nih men. :)
Boys Like Girls - Two Is Better Than One
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
nah, yg ni lagunya BLG di-cover sama gitaris favoritku. Yes It's Chandra Erin! :D
Chandra Erin - Thunder (Boys Like Girls cover)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gszy4CW_2mw
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried
I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder
barusan aku sedih banget cuma gara" cerita pendek di sini :'(
sumpah deh. aku yg jarang sedih aja langsung sedih :(
http://bit.ly/dsAMKW
lyric in my mind:
"I used to be love drunk, but now i'm hungover. I love you forever, forever is over. We used to kiss all night, now it's just a barfight. So don't call me crying. Say hello to goodbye. Cause just one sip, would make me sick."
Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk
Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk
